On Tuesday I went to the dentist which I fear like nothing else but I had to go. I had broken off part of the wisdom tooth. So, there I was, loaded with rescue remedy. Waiting. Hopeing he got the flue and I can go back home.
No luck. He gives me a couple of pain shots and recommends to remove the nipple on the left side of my tongue. Since I’m paralyzed he takes my non-answer as a yes. Damn, I hate it, I can tell you that. Because even though it’s Saturday now, my tongue still hurts.
I needed twice more pain shots because the pulling of the tooth still hurt and suddenly it was over. He let me leave without any instructions. I would think that I’m not supposed to do this or that?
I broke down in my girl friends arms and cried. Right there in the waiting room where other people were waiting. Probably not a great sight in a dentists waiting room. I probably would run out if I was waiting and someone coming out crying.
After I calmed down we left. Still no instructions other than to come back to remove the stitch on my tongue in two weeks. Downstairs I broke down again.
I could not speak well, it hurts to swollow. But it got better every day a little. Even if I cannot eat solid food, I enjoy the soups. But I cannot wait to eat my chocs again. Especially the new ones. The XoBiotics, they are larger and too big for me right now.
Yesterday I thought it was getting better and was planing a brunch with Zopf and Marmelade and the cheeses we bought at the fair and other yummy things we also bought at the fair. I get hungry just thinking of it. But as life has it, we will have to post pone it.
Oh, yes, the fair. Lots of interesting and yummy things to taste - but not for me ;-(
I got an email Friday afternoon telling me that the MySQL 4 database is going to be shut down (they will only support MySQL5) and this time I went to my cPanels to check it out. And was surprised to find several of them.
Three of them really really very important! If I would lose them that would be a huge catastrophe. So I called support to get help but I didn’t understand the guy. He was talking tech gibberish.
I’m gonna call again on Monday, hoping to reach someone else
Anyways, my girl friend called and I noticed that my speech was bad again, way bader than in the morning and I also noticed that my tongue hurt more.
I started to watch my mouth a bit closer and found out that I tend to suck my tongue through my teeth when I concentrate. Bad thing because right behind the wound it looks like a new nipple is starting to be building and darn that hurts. Also on the tongue I seem to have little cuts that burn. So I guess it’ll be more soup. Hope I at least lose some pounds!
And tomorrow is my mom’s birthday. She invited all her kids to a late brunch. They’ll be eating yummy things, probably Zopf and I’ll be eating pumpkin soup, left overs from tonights dinner.
*boohoo*